I Want to Dance Naked Around You

The last few days have been a rollercoaster of emotion, event, party and work.

I don't know exactly how to explain what happened up in Lillooet, only that it sent my mind spinning in excitement and confusion and I can't write publicly about it now - I'm having trouble writing about it in my journal as it is.

Orientation at school yesterday filled me with inspiration as it was meant to, and set me with a plan to put all my greatest dreams into action and sent me off with a pair of sexphones for my listening pleasure.Pure sex. I've never heard clearer recorded sounds in my life. They take me to another planet, realm, whathaveyou and are my newest escape from the chaos around me and even most of the noise in my head.

Today was kind of the opposite of yesterday, and sent me spiraling downwards with financial problems. I was told my loans would be in today, but now apparently I'm waiting until next week at the earliest for them to arrive into my account which puts me in a pinch for rent, but randomly right after talking to my financial adviser, who's ESL put the whole tuition in jeopardy by not being clear, my mom called and caught me in a sea of tears which have been waiting to escape for about two months, and put me on the phone with my dad who between the two of them made everything better... or at least make sense.

They're not sending money, but only because I think I can figure this all out without them.